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14th-Apr-2008 11:26 pm(no subject)
Objectives update - how is it going?

Its going well so far! Very well indeed I'd say.

Objective 1 - Eat better. This is going exceedingly well. I had a salad for breakfast/ lunch and I had meatballs for tea. I am now snacking on celery and philadelphia which is a mega snack. I feel good that I have eaten well. I went to Tesco and bought only good foods. This in turn, has lead to me feeling happy.

My tutor emailed me back informing me of tutorial times so thats lifted that mardy. I booked myself in at the doctors to get more pills on Wednesday which is something ive been meaning to do for weeks. So this is good. This has contributed to objective number 2. Be happier this week.

Objective 3 was to figure out how I feel about him. I'm pretty sure I like him. Now, just to tell him I suppose. How to do that though. I've never done it before. Well i've told people Il ike them. But i've never done it first. Hmmmm.
13th-Apr-2008 10:47 pm(no subject)

As of today, every Sunday me and Ami are going to decide on 3 objectives for the week ahead.

My objectives for this week:

1. Eat properly.
2. Be happier because i've been really down this week.
3. See him, decide exactly how I feel about him and do something about it and stop waiting around for it like a fanny.

Ami's weeks objectives are:

1. Go to all her lectures.
2. Be happier.
3. Eat well.


WE WILL COMPLETE THESE.

11th-Apr-2008 06:17 pm(no subject)
So this week I turned 21. I've not grown up yet.

I've had a proper down day today. Its wank. I've perked up a bit cos me and Ami are going to watch The Darjeeling Limited which is fucking beautiful beyond comparisson. We might have a chinese also which would be groovy as I've not had a takeaway in months.
I got a dead shitty email from one of my tutors and its proper put me in a down mood. I've been glum about it since yesterday really. Then I got massively let down again today by a friend and I even cried out of anger which I haven't done in such a long time so that in itself made me sadder.

Appart from the day of my actual birthday on Wednesday, I've felt dead low lately about everything. About the idea of finishing university, about having to find a job, about having to write an essay, about having to do my stupid white file, about how indecisive I am when it comes to a boy. 

Ahh well. Its not the end of the world. I was thinking today, I could just run away like Cassie did from Skins. Just fuck off somewhere big and busy where I don't know anyone. If I had the money and the guts I would actually love to do that.
1st-Apr-2008 11:08 pm(no subject)

Lifes alright! I'm pretty happy at the minute actually. I'm on a salad diet which I'm sure will work for more than an hour, probs less than a few days. I'm hungry but its nearly bedtime so i'll just forget about it for now.

I have to go back to GY tomorrow night but only for one night fortunately. I'll escape back to Lincoln town on the Thursday lunch time. Its Hot Chip on Friday night. I am quite excited. I'll get absolutely trashed and dance my tights off. I am going to wear flat shoes because I am guarenteed to fall over if i wear heels.

I have an idea. I might do it tomorrow, who knows though. I probs will. It's a very Amelie way to approach a boy. I quite like that about my plan.

My laptop died the same day our water got turned off. That was the worst day ever but it got better because I had some sausages. I'm taking my laptop back to GY tomorrow and hopefully my dads friend will be able to fix it. That'd be just lovely.

I'm quite bored now, can you tell? I might go to bed but i'm not tired. I'm actually a bit cross. I am actually just talking shit now. I'll stop it.

23rd-Mar-2008 01:30 pm(no subject)
Today me and Ami are sat in hoodies and pants. We're listening to a playlist I made called 'Songs that make us clinically depressed but we love them anyway'.

I'm reading Sassoon poems online. Ami is reading about Kurt Cobain. We're not sad about it. We feel quite happy really.  We're talking about how we'd kill ourselves. I haven't got the balls to hang myself. I'd slit my wrists cos I love the drama. I'd do it in the bath, or on the living room floor, or on a bed that had white sheets.
Ami would write a beautiful suicide note. She says it'd be beautiful.

I'm pushing that boy away further and further by the second. I don't want to go out with him. I don't want to marry him. I don't even want to be near him. He's too nice to me. It makes me feel nauseous. Boys that are nice to me make me want to die. Boys that pick on me and call me a cunt win my heart forever. Am I quite right in the head? Its times like this I'm not so sure. I'll be ok though. I've got Ami and I've got Helen and I've got wine and a future that holds a lot of cats.
21st-Mar-2008 05:01 pm(no subject)
Life just got a bit better!

I've bagsied Ami's life and found a Stephen. Except his names not Stephen. However, he has all the aspects of Stephen that Ami wanted. Including the emotional problems, the general loveliness, the dead parent, the LOT. He's just divine. I'm going to marry him. He asked if he can take me on a date. What a lovely boy he is.
17th-Mar-2008 12:11 am(no subject)
This weekend has been pretty groovy. We all came back to GY for Ami's party. On Friday night we drank wine and sat on my comfy sofas. On Saturday my parents and I took Lili to the seaside. We took pictures and had proper fish and chips. It was good. Then on Saturday night we went to Ami's party. It was good for lols. I drank like 3 bottles of wine and was battered by the time I got home. I also recall being so battered that I willingly touched Ami and did her makeup for her. Thats love right there.

I'm now finished on placement so I don't have to wake up in the morning. I'll still be up at 8 cos my uncles driving me and Lili back but in the day i have shit all to do. I cant wait. I'm off to town to buy a new DVD player and some other general shit maybe. Then in the evening im going to drink wine and watch films.

Some aspects of my life are pretty complicated at the moment but its not that bad really. In reality stuffs pretty good, I just really like to complain about stuff.
9th-Mar-2008 11:19 pm(no subject)

It's twenty past eleven. I have almost done for the night. Well I haven't really but im going to go to bed now anyway.
My lifes actually pretty interesting lately. Theres quite a lot going on, people coming in and going out, loads to do, not enough hours etc.

On Friday I finish placement. I will miss my class LOADS but I cannot wait to have my life back. I'm going to go home on Friday night and i'm going to take Lucy, Lili and Ami to my house. We're going to watch films, sit on my big, leather, reclining sofa's and drink wine.

Right now we're talking about death. It's so fucking morbid. I'm going to kill myself soon. We're currently planning our funeral music and talking about what we'd do if we found one of us dead.
Nice.

We've moved onto a cheerier conversation of first dances at weddings. I've decided that I am going to get married one day. And my first dance is going to be fucking ace. Such as Weapon of Choice. I'd learn the Christopher Walken dance. OR the Napoleon Dynamite dance. One of the two.

5th-Mar-2008 07:33 am(no subject)

Speedy morning up date for Lili's benefit. I'm good like that.

So its half 7. I'm ready 10 minutes early so i figured i'd have an apple and a livejournal post.

If we count today I've only got 8 days of school left. There is still SO much to do to the point i don't actually think its possible. I'm staying up til around 12 every night doing more planning and resourcing and marking and I can't see how I can fit more in, yet I have to. It's actually making me feel very down.

This weekend I'm going home. I might go on the Friday because I  felt bad about leaving my mum, but now Kellys going too. Then again she'll probs go to Claires so I'll probs go on Friday.
Its Frans birthday on the Saturday. I have to buy her an amazing dvd I think. She wanted somethign to watch and I guess me dancing like a drunk just wont  cut it for her 21st. I'm not even allowed to get mega drunk cos its a family thing.

The weekend after that though, oh man. I'm going to get so drunk I don't know who I am. I can't wait for Ami's party.

28th-Feb-2008 07:38 pm(no subject)
I am at home by myself. My housemates have left me alone. I've done nothing on the work front. This is because they have left me. I have no self control. I also repainted my nails but they look shit. This is because they have chipped loads. Stupid nail varnish.
But they arent here to lend me nail varnish remover or tell me to do work. So now i've got shit nails and no work done.

Basically, when they're not here my lifes rubbish.

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